what's inside my mind and heart
it was fine, totally. until I jumped back to the time where I gave my everything to achieve my goals. it was so tiring, but I am happy with the result. and lately, I've been overthought on those moments that I passed without even tried to put my best into it. I keep telling myself that it is fine, that I don't have to be on the top, every time I can do whatever makes me happy, I can explore myself, and no one has the right to stop me. but then I met these awesome people. these people aren't human I guess, lol. I mean who can manage those many activities and responsibilities at one time? I got overthink. I got to connect it to my past (which I was always giving the best at everything I could), I got to connect to a list of my dreams, I got to connect to everything that happened in my life lately. and I started to get insecure because of them. it wasn't a really important thing to think about, actually. but I keep thinking of them. until it bothered me, the whole month ...